Title: A White Tunic Author: Kathryn Ramage Series: DS9 Codes: S/B, G/B Rating: PG13 Summary: The second sequel to "A Small Corner of Happiness." In response to Bashir's pending marriage to Sisko, Garak gives the doctor a wedding present. Paramount owns Star Trek, DS9, and the characters. This story was written purely for entertainment purposes. Special Thanks: To Heather and Karmen, for their beta-reading. Copyright June 2001 ~|1|~ "Garak, it's beautiful!" Julian pulled the garment out of the box and held it up. The tunic was of plush white velvet. An elaborate working of gold thread, embroidered to resemble some sort of vine, ran down the front, with dozens of small, red gemstones set like berries. More gold embroidery set with smaller gems entwined around the high collar, covered the padded shoulders, and ran down the sleeves to encircle the cuffs. "You really shouldn't have." "Shouldn't I? But I wanted so much to give you something for your upcoming marriage ceremony. It's a Kardasi wedding tunic," Garak explained. "Of course, I had to make some alterations to the collar, and the traditional color is crimson. I understand that, in your culture, white is the usual." "For a bridal dress." Julian held the tunic to his chest, to 'try it on'. "It's a symbol..." He smiled. "Oh, why not? I'm entitled. It's my first wedding--the best etiquette guides have been saying for centuries that it's vulgar to speculate on white being symbolic for the first experience of anything else." "Then you will wear it?" "Yes, I will." After carefully folding his gift and replacing it in its box, Julian glanced up at the tailor. "Garak, thank you. I'm glad you're taking this so well." "You've made your choice, Doctor. What else can I do but abide by it? Think of this merely as a token of my good wishes." ~|*|~ For months, he had courted the young doctor, engaging Bashir in numerous literary lunches, piquing his interest with spy games and multi-faceted stories, and slowly gaining his trust. It seemed as if these efforts would be rewarded; they had begun to develop a warm friendship, with every prospect for greater intimacy. And then that prospect had disappeared so abruptly that it caught Garak totally unprepared. While he had laid his plans for seduction, he'd always kept an eye out for rivals: Dax, the occasional dabo girl or impression- able ensign and, most recently, O'Brien. But Sisko? Garak had allowed for the possibility that Sisko might intervene in the relationship for security reasons, but he hadn't anticipated the commander stealing Julian away from him. How could he have foreseen it? He'd never observed anything more between them than what was usual for a junior officer and his superior--some respectful admiration on one side, and a paternal interest on the other. All that had changed in a few, short days, when DS9's senior staff was summoned to Earth to report on the potential threat posed by the Dominion. A routine mission; Bashir had mentioned it over lunch the day before his departure, and Garak had seen him off with only a casual farewell. He had missed the doctor during the week that followed and looked forward to his return, but he was not particularly troubled by Bashir's brief absence. The morning after the Defiant returned to DS9, he took breakfast at the Replimat, choosing a seat where he could watch the lift near the Infirmary and wait for Bashir to show up. He had his first inkling that something was wrong when Lt. Dax and Chief O'Brien emerged from the lift. O'Brien immediately took the lieutenant by the arm and they drew their heads together for a whispered conference. From the frequent glances in his direction, Garak could only infer that they were discussing him --or something that concerned him? Dax went on her way, and O'Brien approached his table. "Look, Garak," he announced bluntly, "I don't like you, and you know why, but I think it's only fair to warn you. You're not going to like what's happened." "What's happened?" Garak felt a cold chill run through him as he repeated the words. "Has there been an accident? Dr. Bashir-?" "No, nothing like that," O'Brien assured him quickly. "He's not hurt. But there was a transporter malfunction when they beamed down to San Francisco-" "Transporter-" Garak rose to his feet, certain in spite of the Chief's reassurance that there had been some disaster. To his relief, Bashir stepped off the turbolift a moment later, apparently unharmed, accompanied by Commander Sisko. They crossed the Promenade, walking side by side, not touching nor even looking at each other--but Garak could see that there was something different about them. Sisko spoke, his voice too low to be overheard, and when Bashir turned to smile at him, Garak felt a sharp, sickening stab within his chest. Even from several meters' distance, he couldn't mistake the look in the doctor's eyes. He understood what O'Brien had been so clumsily attempting to tell him. The shock must have shown in his face in that unguarded moment, for O'Brien said, "They got lost in time. They were on their own for months before we found them," as if that explained it. Then, mercifully, instead of offering insincere condolences, he went away, leaving Garak to recover from the unexpected blow. Later, when he learned more details about the incident, Garak understood the time paradox involved: from their point of view, Sisko and Bashir had lived a significant part of their lives in another era. He saw signs of those extra years: Bashir looked older, and he had lost that boyish exuberance. Garak also under- stood how the harsh circumstances of life in that more primitive time had created a powerful emotional bond between the two men. >From Bashir's own account of the matter, Garak gathered that they had set up house together, presenting themselves to 21st- century Earth as "domestic partners"--peculiar euphemism!--and, eventually, the fiction had become a reality. He understood how it had happened--but, from _his_ perspective, Julian had been taken from him without warning by a completely unlooked-for rival. It was not the worst disappointment of his life. It wasn't even the first time that one he desired had been claimed by a higher- ranked member of the prevailing hierarchy (Garak recognized that, in spite of his unorthodoxies, he was Cardassian enough to be sensitive to the social order). But the loss left him dazed. He hadn't truly realized how much Bashir meant to him until he saw Julian with someone else. The most humiliating aspect of it all was that everyone seemed to be aware of his feelings for the doctor. Worse than Bashir's conciliatory efforts to maintain their friendship or Sisko's wary protectiveness were the understated expressions of sympathy he received from Dax, Odo, even Major Kira. It was galling to per- ceive how obvious he must have been and, like O'Brien's "only fair" warning, these condolences stung; apparently, now that Bashir was safely out of his grasp, the doctor's friends felt they could afford to be kind. While he did not participate in the gossip around the station, he overheard enough of it to know that he was not the only one perplexed by the astonishing relationship. The general con- sensus was that it wouldn't last. The most popular theory, put forward by Lt. Dax, was that the two had shared an experience that no one else could know. It had brought them together in that other time, and they stayed together now while they read- justed to their 24th-century lives. Once they were comfortable again, the love affair would be abandoned. Quark took bets on how long it would take for things to return to normal. Garak had done what he could to further this dissolution. Over their continued lunches, he suggested to Bashir that he and Sisko had very little in common, made feints at Sisko's motives in maintaining the affair, and even implied that it was Sisko's power as station commander and premier Federation officer in the sector that had attracted Bashir. He stopped only when the doctor made it clear he would leave rather than listen to aspersions cast against his lover. The relationship did not end. Sisko and Bashir went on seeing each other, discreetly at first, then more openly. When Sisko resumed his old hobby of attending holosuite baseball games, Bashir accompanied him. They had dinner in restaurants on the Promenade as often as in Sisko's quarters. As small, public displays of affection became commonplace, the astonishment at the odd pairing faded. People got used to it. Even the com- mander's son, who had initially had the most difficulty, began to accept the doctor as part of his family. When the two announced that they were going marry, Garak's last hopes that he had only to wait out the unusual situation were destroyed. What else he could do? He made a wedding tunic. ~|!|~ "_Garak_ gave that to you?" "As a present. He wants me to wear it for the wedding." Sisko plucked the tunic up gingerly by its gem-encrusted shoulders and held it out at arms' length to examine it. "You don't mind if I have this checked out?" "Checked-? Oh." Bashir understood. "I suppose that would be a reasonable precaution. It never occurred to me." "You know how he feels about you." "I know." "He's been quiet about our relationship so far, but it was only a matter of time before he had to try something like this." Julian sighed and surrendered his gift. "You won't take it apart, will you?" "I think it can be scanned without splitting one seam. I'll only have it cut open if I have reason to suspect there's something concealed in the lining." _What_ he suspected, he didn't say. When your disappointed rival was a former Obsidian Order agent and professional assassin, it was better to anticipate a wide range of possibilities. ~|2|~ "According to the spectrometric analysis, every one of the gem- stones is a perfect synthetic ruby," Dax reported her findings at the staff meeting the next day. "No electronic devices. No explosives. No metals detected except for minute traces of gold in the embroidery. Both you and Julian have handled the tunic-- That seems to indicate that there's nothing in it that's activated by your touch." "So we can rule out the tunic blowing up or bursting into flames," said Sisko. "It might not be Garak's intention to kill you or Julian," she replied. "He might be planning some less vicious revenge. The tunic could fall to pieces during the ceremony, or cause some minor physical discomfort like itching, or nausea, or it might make Julian turn blue." "Garak might've used some kind of pheromonic trigger that's timed to lie dormant `til the wedding," O'Brien added. "You checked for these possibilities?" "For everything the Chief or I could think of, Benjamin," Dax answered. "There are no chemical reactants in the fabric. Of course, given Garak's background, he may be familiar with sub- stances that wouldn't be easily detected." "I could question Garak," Odo suggested. "No," Bashir said quickly, and drew all eyes to him. "It would be the easiest way to find out if Garak has sabotaged his present to you," Sisko told him. "Even if he lies about it, his answers might give us some indication of what he has planned." "I'd rather not confront him openly unless we have some proof. If there's nothing- ah- wrong with my tunic, and Garak knew I was suspicious, it'd hurt his feelings." "Knowing Garak, I'd think he'd be pleased," said O'Brien. "He'd say that you were learning how to be as twisty and devious as a Cardassian." "That's what he'd _say_," Julian agreed, "but I know how he'd really feel." Sisko stared at Bashir as if he wanted to ask a question but, for the moment, he left it unspoken. Instead, he told Odo, "Con- stable, let's hold off on talking to Garak awhile, but keep an eye on him. Dax, Chief, I want you to continue examining that tunic--Be absolutely certain it's safe." "If you want to be safe, my advice is not to wear it," Dax said, with an apologetic glance at Bashir. "It's a shame--it's a lovely piece of work. If I ever get married in this host's life, I'd like Garak to design my dress, without any hidden surprises." ~|*|~ As they left the wardroom after the meeting, Sisko took Bashir by the arm. "Julian, can we talk privately?" "Yes, of course." The others were also emerging into the corridor behind them but, at a gesture from the commander, tactfully hung back. Dax in particular looked anxious as the two stepped into the lift alone. Julian chuckled as the doors slid shut. "Remember how they re- acted when we first told them we were lovers? Chief O'Brien was so flustered, and Dax tried to be understanding about how it had all happened--They both thought we were out of our minds. Now, I think they'd be happy if they could just get us through the wedding ceremony without a major disaster, and see us safely off to Risa." He leaned lightly on Benjamin's shoulder. "Only a few more days, and then we can get away..." "But before that, there are some problem we have to address." The young man grew somber. "Garak, you mean." "This tunic may just be the beginning. Even if we get safely through the wedding and away to our honeymoon, we'll still have to deal with him when we come back." Ben took a breath, and said, "If Garak's going to be a constant nuisance, I'll have to tell him to leave the station." "Surely that's not necessary?" "It may be the most prudent course. Dax is right: Garak probably isn't thinking of murder. He knows he wouldn't get away with it. But I can't be completely certain of that, and I won't put up with threats from him. We've always had a potential security risk by allowing him to stay on DS9--I can't worry about your personal safety, or mine, every minute because our resident Cardassian is jealous." "I don't want you to throw Garak off the station," Julian pro- tested. "It doesn't have to come to that. Ben, please, before you do anything drastic, will you let me try to deal with Garak in my own way? I know him better than anyone else. Maybe I can talk to him. Don't you see--it's _me_ that all of this is aimed at?" Ben was regarding him questioningly again. "Julian," he asked tentatively, "you once let me think that there had been some- thing between you and Garak. Was there?" "I never went to bed with him--you know that." "That's not what I'm asking. There were stories about the two of you." Julian sighed. "He was never what you would call my lover, exactly, but the- ah- rumors weren't completely unfounded. I won't lie to you about it, Ben. I _was_ attracted to him. All that danger and mystery--it's very exciting. And I've always had a thing for older men." He gave Ben a small smile. "It was over long ago, for _me_, at least, if not for him." Since they had a few seconds of privacy before they reached the Pro- menade, he took the opportunity for a quick kiss. "You'll let me talk to Garak by myself?" he asked as the lift came to a stop and they drew apart. "I don't see how I can stop you." There was a flicker of doubt in Sisko's eyes. "Just be careful." "I'll be all right. No matter what Garak's planning, I'm sure I'm in no immediate danger." "No, but you said it yourself, Julian--it's you he's after." ~|3|~ When Garak answered the door to his quarters and found Julian standing there, he burst into a broad smile. "Why, Dr. Bashir, this _is_ a surprise!" "Is it?" Bashir responded wryly. "You honestly weren't expecting me?" "I always hope, but I never dared to anticipate. Do come in, please." He gestured for the doctor to sit down. "What brings you here?" "Well, I went to your shop first, but you'd closed up early." "A professional consultation?" Garak asked. "You wanted help with some last-minute arrangement for your wedding? Or perhaps trousers to go with the tunic I made for you?" "Not quite. Actually, it's about the tunic," Bashir explained. "Garak, is there- ah- something wrong with it?" "Wrong?" Garak echoed, still playing. "I assure you, my dear Doctor, I gave that tunic the most careful attention I've ever bestowed on a garment. Some of my best work has gone into it-- I wanted it to be worthy of the one who would wear it. Aren't you pleased with it?" "It's gorgeous, but I can't help wondering if there's a reason why I shouldn't wear it." Bashir met his eyes and solemnly repeated the question, "Garak, is there something wrong with that tunic?" "Under other circumstances, I would be gratified to see that you've learned to be suspicious of unexpected acts of generosity-" as he said this, Bashir gave him a sudden smile, "but not now-- not if suspicion leads you to refuse a gift I _want_ you to have. Have you been told not to wear it?" "No, but everyone seems to be worried about- ah- what might happen if I do. They think you want to ruin the wedding--embarrass us in some way, cause an illness, or even," the doctor hesitated, "try to kill us." "The last must be Commander Sisko's theory. How sweet of him to be so concerned for your safety--or is he worried for himself?" The corner of Bashir's mouth turned down; Garak knew he had gone too far. He asked, "Do you really think I would do such a thing, Doctor?" "I don't know," Bashir admitted. "I don't want to. I knew you'd be upset about my marriage, but I never- well- You always throw out hints about how dangerous you are, but I can't believe you'd harm me or Commander Sisko. Maybe I'm being naive--Would you kill him to get me?" "Would I 'get you' if I did?" Garak asked back. "No," Bashir replied bluntly. "Then you have nothing to be afraid of." The doctor regarded him carefully for a minute before he asked, "The tunic is all right, isn't it?" "Of course it is." That wry smile returned. "But you knew everyone would be sus- picious. You wanted there to be a fuss--you'd enjoy that." Garak didn't deny it. "And you knew I'd come here to ask you about it," Bashir went one step further. "Isn't that right?" "I hoped," the tailor said again, somewhat surprised that Bashir had seen through the ruse. "I had to draw you here somehow, for a private conversation." He took a more direct tack. "Are you determined to do this?" "Do what? Marry? Yes, I am." "He isn't a suitable mate for you." "So you've told me," Julian answered drily. "Who do you think is suitable, Garak--you?" "I always imagined that we might have something." "Might have, in the short term. It couldn't have been anything more than that." The doctor's expressive eyes widened with sym- pathy. "I know that this has hurt you--I never wanted that--but, Garak, if you do care for me, try to understand that this is what I want to do. There can't be any more trouble." "From me?" Garak smiled, showing his teeth. "Please, for your sake as well as ours." "Very well, I will consider it. Although, I wonder what lengths you would go to ensure my cooperation." A small frown creased the doctor's brow. "What are you suggesting?" "Just this: You said that there'd be no point in my getting rid of Commander Sisko. It would accomplish nothing. But what if I were to assure you that your commander will be in no future danger--at least, as far as _I_ am concerned? Wouldn't you be eager to express your gratitude? Perhaps even guarantee it in advance?" Julian stared at him in amazement. "You mean that you want..." "You," said Garak, getting straight to the point. "Surely that doesn't surprise you?" "Um- no. I thought you might be leading up to something like this." Bashir began to fidget, then gulped nervously. "So, if I spend the night with you, you'll leave us alone after that?" "There will be no more 'trouble'," Garak replied and, as Bashir rose from his chair, he came forward swiftly; leaving Julian no time to consider his options, he took the young man in his arms to kiss him hard. Julian struggled briefly, then permitted the kiss, but he did not respond to it. Garak could feel the hard knots of muscle trembling in the doctor's arms, braced against his chest. He was not overly concerned by this lack of enthusiasm--he had no doubt that he could overcome Bashir's reluctance. There would be plenty of time to do so. Garak released the doctor's mouth. "Only one night?" he asked. "You think that's what I'm asking for?" "What then?" "I won't be satisfied with having you for one night, Doctor. I want you, exclusively. I want you to break your bond to Sisko, and agree to belong to me. Is that enough of a long-term commit- ment for you?" Julian pulled back to stare at him in amazement. "Come on, Garak --This is ridiculous! You know I won't do that." "Won't you? Not even for your beloved commander's life?" He met Bashir's incredulous gaze steadily, coolly, and watched as his amazement turned to sickened disbelief. "Garak..." "I'm sorry to be so harsh, but it seems to be the only way to bring you to your senses. I can't stand by and allow you to make this kind of mistake. I know you're unwilling to accept my terms now, but in time, you'll see that I am right. You don't belong with him. You are mine." He tried to draw Julian into another kiss, but this time, the doctor resisted. "Did you really think this would work, Garak?" Bashir spoke icily. "This is what you had planned from the beginning--You get me here to spring your little trap. You threaten to kill the man I'm about to marry unless I break it off with him. And what did you expect me to do--Throw my arms around you and say 'Oh, yes! You're the one I truly loved all along'?" There was a jeering note to these words that made the tailor wince. "But what do you care what I feel? It doesn't matter to you, as long as you get what _you're_ after. Bastard. I was stupid enough to feel sorry for you." Garak let him go. "I don't want your pity," he spat. "And I don't want a noble sacrifice to spare your lover's life." He searched that hard face for a long moment, then said, "Julian, go away." Julian hesitated, suspicious. "Go, _now_! Before I change my mind." Bashir retreated. At the door, he turned back for an instant. His expression softened; that look of sympathy returned. Then he was gone. ~|*|~ When Sisko came by the doctor's quarters later that evening, Bashir was trying on the tunic with the black trousers from his dress uniform. "So, you are going to wear it?" "Yes, why not? Dax and O'Brien have scanned it down to its mole- cular components, and there's not a thing wrong with it." Julian tugged on the hem and smoothed the front as he studied himself in the mirror. "It fits beautifully." "It looks very nice on you." Ben's eyes swept up and down him appreciatively. "You've had that talk with Garak?" Julian nodded. "He won't be any trouble. I know this will sound funny, but it's because he does care for me." "And what about you?" Ben asked quietly. "There's still time to back out of this if you want to." Julian froze in the middle of making a small adjustment to one of the sleeves and turned to him, mouth open in surprise. "What makes you think I want out of this?" "Since Garak gave you that tunic, I can't shake the impression that you still have some unresolved feelings for him. I want you to be sure of what you're doing before we take this step." "I _am_ sure!" the younger man insisted. "All right, it's true-- I did have feelings for him...once. I don't now. Garak gave me a chance to break this off. I could have done what he wanted, if it'd been what I wanted too. I didn't." "I'm glad to hear you say that." He gave Julian a flashing smile. "So, I'm the one you're in love with?" Julian beamed in return. "Since that day you hugged me in the men's room. I wished then that you'd never let me go--I haven't changed my mind about it since." Then he added more seriously, "You know what everyone's been saying about us: We only came together because we were scared, and once we had settled back into our lives here, we wouldn't need each other anymore. Maybe they're right about how this began, but it isn't true now. What they don't understand is how this experience has changed us... changed _me_. "I'm not the same person I was. Living that other life forced me to grow up in ways I might never have. I had a home with you, and the first stable relationship of my life. We were practically a married couple then, and I was happy that way. After we came home, I saw that I couldn't just pick up my old life again--chasing after Dax, flirting over lunch with Garak, and getting nowhere. _This_ is what I want, Ben. I'll do whatever I have to to make it work." They moved closer for a hug--then froze as the same thought occurred to them both: *If Garak had sabotaged the tunic, he would have set it to activate at exactly a moment like this.* Cautiously, they placed their arms around each other. Nothing happened. Julian laughed. "If anything goes wrong," he said after a kiss, "we won't have Garak to blame for it." Ben slid one hand under the golden loops to undo the front panel of the tunic. "We still have a few days before we can get away, but I don't think I want to wait `til we get to Risa to start our honeymoon." "Neither do I," Julian responded as he helped his lover extract him from the tunic; Ben tossed it to a nearby chair, then began to kiss down his bare chest as he unfastened the trousers. Julian stepped back to slip out of them. "So why don't we start it right now?" Wearing just his briefs, he headed for the bedroom. Ben went after him, stripping his uniform as he followed. ~|*|~ It had gone exactly as he'd planned. His gift had caused a satis- factory amount of anxiety and confusion; that was almost revenge enough. If it also planted a seed of mistrust between Bashir and Sisko, so much the better. Bashir had come to him, just as Garak had anticipated. The doctor had been compassionate, apologetic, eager to placate him--all emotions that were easily played upon. He'd directed the conversation skillfully and, once he presented his offer, he had only to take advantage of Bashir's surprise... Then he realized that he had already lost. Garak remained certain that he could have forced Bashir to accede to his wishes. Once, the mere possession of that body might have been enough; now, he discovered that he was not as pragmatic as he liked to believe. He did care what Julian felt. In fact, he cared very much. At the precise moment he had realized this, however, he had seen nothing in Bashir's face but the depths of the doctor's contempt for him. The embarrassing truth was that Bashir's mocking words had struck a nerve; in his heart, he had hoped that Julian still retained some desire for him and only wanted to be given an inescapable excuse to get out of his upcoming marriage. After that scene, Garak could no longer deceive himself: He could have coerced the doctor into his bed, if only for one night, but he couldn't force Julian to love him. If Julian did surrender, it would be to protect Sisko --the man whom he cared for more. That would give his supposed victory a bitter taste. And so, he had let Julian go. He did not speak to Bashir again before the doctor married and left for Risa. After Bashir had gone, he went on just as he had always done: he opened his shop every morning, had lunch at the Replimat alone, and returned to his quarters at the end of the day. He wasn't going to leave the station. He wouldn't make a scene. As much as he enjoyed a good drama, why make himself ridiculous? Even though he had not promised to do so, he would make no further threats against the couple. After all, he had suffered far greater losses in his life and he knew how to bear defeat gracefully. He regretted that he wasn't able to see Julian wearing his gift, but he did not attend the wedding. That was more than he could stand. ~|end|~ Kathryn Ramage kramage@erols.com ~*|*~*|*~~*|*~*|*~~*|*~*|*~~*|*~*|*~~*|*~*|*~~*|*~*|*~~*|*~ "It's about Garak...I'm afraid this relationship has gotten a little out of hand." - Dr. Bashir, Past Prologue